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April 14, 2017 by Minnesota Mom Filed Under: Depression, Honest Blogging, Living Liturgically 4 Comments

Stained Glass Rose

I hit bottom on Holy Thursday and yet, today, I’m feeling joyful.

Do you need me to go into all my obsessive-addictive failures? Probably not, because I’m sure you all have your own transgressions, unless—unless—you’re one of those perfectly penitential people I so admire.

I am not perfectly penitential. In fact, I pretty much stink at Lent.

I stink at Lent because I am one of the most sensual people I know. I use food and drink to deal with stress and even if I’m not stressed, I still overeat. I would do well in King Henry’s court! (provided I was a Lord or a Lady & not a court jester)  And then, in addition to my pleasure-seeking personality, I also struggle with depression & anxiety and must take a 20-mg Happy Pill to keep me balanced.

All that said…

I am happy to report that for the first time ever, I’ve had a good Lent despite my weakness!  I hope the same for you, dear friend, because our God loves us so much that He died for us and we don’t have to be perfect to merit this love.  For all these years, I’ve gotten it backwards, thinking, “My Lent is never good enough,” although if it were good enough—at least, according to my own distorted perception—then I would be struggling with pride and self-satisfaction.

He’s keeping me weak for a reason, you see.

I need Him. I need Him. God, how I need Him.

* * *

In other happy (and light-hearted) news, we got a new refrigerator!

New Fridge I

Ain’t she a beaut? I’ve only just started to fill her up, but I’m thinking I just might leave the shelves empty.

New Fridge II

My future obsessive self will thank me. 😉

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  1. Joan says

    April 14, 2017 at 1:37 pm

    Love this Margaret. I too kept telling myself what a terrible Lent I was having. But in my own way, and in His own way, it went exactly as He planned. After thinking, I have done quite a few works of mercy, and tomorrow I am doing more. Helping out Mom’s with allergy kids have a Happy Easter is the most joyful thing I do. I am delivering with no charge tomorrow. I have a grateful heart………………….

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  2. `````````````Josepf says

    April 14, 2017 at 3:52 pm

    I especially love Dutch apple pie and loads of grapes with tea for these stressful times. Rosary helps too.

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  3. `````````````Joseph says

    April 14, 2017 at 5:05 pm

    Correcting error.

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  4. Melanie says

    April 25, 2017 at 3:04 pm

    I think Lent is made for people like us. What do austere and disciplined people need Lent for?

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